Alissa Lopez

I want you to know how much i miss you and how i will never forget how you always remembered mothers day and my birthdays "All Holidays were special to you and you never forgot to let me know how much you cared. Even in your darkest times like last mothers day you and mark came over to give me a Bonsi plant "that i still have" you didnt know how i would react because i was upset with you but you still came by to say happy mothers day...I would give anything to have that night back. there is soooo much i would say differently now.....I love you sooooo muchhhhh. carter waited for me to come over tonight on mothers day so we could send you a mothers day balloon up to heaven. afterwords he called me into his bed and said he missed you sooo much.. We held each other soooo hard and told stories about his time with you..we both kissed your picture....It hurt sooo bad just like when i first found out about you passing. I promise I will be here for both of you adorable children....You would be so proud of both of them..Carter has become such a funny little guy always trying to make others laugh...like you use to do with the parissa davis stole my teter tarter. We watch that video of you do that when you were young"It touches us both"before i left tonight he asked me to follow him to the phone message recorder and we listen to your voice leaving him a message saying you would be with him soon and that you loved him....Im so glad he has that to remember your voice and that you loved him.....We love you sooooo much and wish you a happy mothers day 2010.....all are hugggggsssss.....love us....

I really miss you allot Alissa... I cry still sometimes about you.... I just cant believe you are gone... It hurts sooo much ... I wonder now who am I supposed to call when I need somebody... who do I turn to ? I was soo close to you ... I wonder why you left, why you didnt stay... I miss hanging out with you... Good old times we had ... I cry about you still ... Im not over you... and I know that this is a memory page... but truly can you post all of your memories up here that I had with you ? No... they are an always will be in my heart until the day that I leave this earth an get to see you again... I love and miss you sooo much ... I hurt and cry... but tears are nothing when it compairs to how much I actually hurt inside... I love you Alissa... Sooo much ... I cant wait till the day I get to see you again ... i dont know how long that will be ... but its something that I will look forward to for the rest of my life ... I love an miss you ....

Alissa,
I miss you soooo much ! I still cant believe you are not with us anymore. I remember how I always wanted to hang out with you, so that I could have fun, and feel "cool". I have always been sooo close to you. I remember riding in your neon an we would have the "boom boom" blasting and we would pull up to some guys an you would tilt your head an pucker your lips at them an I would just smile an feel like I was the coolest girl when I was with you. You were there for me after my mom passed away trying to help me and teach me. I remember my dad didnt want me to shave my legs "LOL" and you talked him into it and brought me to your house for that weekend and showed me all the tricks to the trade of shaving ! hahaha what good times I had with you ... After you passed we had found one of your many purses (the white one was one of the ones you had used recently) and I was suprised when I looked inside was a picture of me and you had wrote on the back "my beautiful little cousin Jessica, I love you" it made me cry. I have some of your best pictures in my room. I made a collage of them in a big frame.. It hangs right beside  my bed ... I LOOK AT IT EVERY SINGLE DAY ! I always looked up to you Alissa. I STILL DO ! I pray that one day when I get older that I will be a beautiful as you were an have precious beautiful children like you did .. I love you Alissa... Your in heaven, and have some of the best company with you.. My mom, and Papa... Please give them hugs and kisses from me. I LOVE AND MISS YOU ! Visit me in my dreams even if its just for a second just to say "heyyyy" .. It would help me in so many ways ...
P.S. "I call for you, when ever I need some one to talk to, and I remember one day that I did this beautiful black and white monarch butterfly flew and stayed by me... I know that was you I could feel it..." I miss you, and love you .. DONT YOU EVER FORGET THAT...

LOVE- YOUR LITTLE COUSIN JESSA

Sissy, I have soo many good memories of you, but they all seem to be slipping away now that your gone.. but i have every cd you ever made for me and i listen to them over and over over again, trying to see if you will speak to me in the words and i almost hear you whisper. saying " everything will be ok, just move on" but sometimes i can't sissy Im stuck on the day i was told and sometimes i just want to reverse back in time to that day i called you in the hospital when nadia was born, and you told that you had went away for a little awhile and that you back for good... I was soo happy, joyced in tears i really belive what you were telling me was real, i believed tha since nadia was born, things would change, change for the better.... It felt soo good to hear your voice it had been sooo long since i heared from you, we talked for a good two hours, about everything, like what we used to do on the phone...and i felt so good to be proud of you, and i was and now even after all i know im still proud... proud god gave me a sister like you and to love and care for you.....i love you so much.... your sissy nicole

Carter, "The cutie" & "Alissa's little boy"... I love it when you smile with your eyes, when you giggle from your heart when you see a bunny behind a cloud who is shining his flash light. When you give nana that look- the one that says "I love you so much". When you see to me, "I like spending time with you". I wish that- you will choose your memories carefully. Collect the ones that hug your heart tightly, and keep and care only for the memories that are made of love, laughter, & learning. LOVE SHARON.

omgoodness one of my biggest memories with you and i  was when we all stayed in that hotel room together. me and you were just goofing around n i had these blue pajamas on n you were wearing a  t-shirt and shorts you had my legs so high up in the air like a pretzel everyone saw my underwear. you were laughing so hard we almost peed are pants. gosh that was back in 1991. I also never forget the night at the dream cruise we had a blast we wont mention those memories but it was a never ending night. Ive missed you girl and i think of you all the time. i may not be the one to contact people but that doesn't mean i never wanted to. You will always be in my thoughts n my memories i love you rest in peace love

DEAR ALISSA,

            I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!  YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN......YOU HAVE LEFT A BIG PART OF YOURSELF IN ME, I REMEMBER HOW STRONG YOU WERE AND WOULD NEVER TAKE NO SHIT FROM NO ONE.....ME AND YOU WERE SUPPOSED TOO GROW OLD TOGETHER AND ALWAYS HAVE EACH OTHERS BACK EVEN IF WE WERE 80 WE WOULD STILL WHERE BAGGY CLOTHES....AS LONG AS WE FELT COMFORTABLE WAS ALL THT MATTERED WHO CARED WHAT ANYONE ELSE THOUGHT! I KNOW GOD HAS GOT YOUR  BACK NOW AND IM SURE YOUR THE MOST BEAUTIFULLEST ANGEL GOD HAS EVER MADE! I WILL NEVER FORGET HOW MUCH YOU LOVED MY BROTHER AND MY GIRLS......YOU WILL BE SO MISSED ITS CRAZZZY.....GOD ALWAYS TAKES THE GOOD ONES.....IT SUCKS SOO BAD....BEACUSE I KNOW I WILL NEVER HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU EVER IN MY LIFE......ALISSA YOU WERE SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON....ONE OF A KIND! I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER LITTER EVER AGAIN BECAUSE I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU WOULD YELL AT ME FOR THAT....REMEMBER  THE TIME I THREW A GUM WRAPPER OUT YOUR CAR WINDOW AND YOU PULLED OVER AND MADE ME PICK IT UP.....LOL....I REALIZED THAT MOMENT HOW SPECIAL YOU WERE......I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I WOULDNT BE WHO I AM TODAY IF YOU WERE NEVER MY BEST FRIEND.....YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME SO MUCH...AND I WILL TAKE EVERYTHING AND TEACH IT TO MY GIRLS...ESPECIALLY HOW TO BE SO LOVING LIKE YOU ARE...AND HOW YOU WERE RAISED TO BE SUCH A LOVING PERSON BY YOUR MOTHER AND NONNIE....THEY GAVE YOU SO MUCH LOVE I WAS ALWAYS JEALOUS OF YOU AND YOU TOOK THAT LOVE AND PASSED IT ON TO ME AND SHOWED ME NOT EVERYONE IS SO HATEFUL.........ALISSA I WILL BE THERE FOR CARTER AND YOUR DAUGHTER.....I WILL MAKE SURE YOU ARE ALWAYS REMEBERED AS A STRONG, PROTECTIVE, CARING,THUGGN,LOVING,BEAUTIFUL MOTHER!!!!!!!! 

*************L O V E  Y O U A L W A Y S********PURISSA YOUR GIRL FOREVER AND EVER

 

 

Alissa,
         I'm remembering when you & your mom and me stayed together, I had taken you to the
Royal Oak carnival fair and me and you kept riding the pony together you were so happy being with
Aunt Terri, you were just 2 yrs. old. Well there was a little girl there with her parents that was mixed color nationality I told the parents there little girl was beautiful and she said your daughter is so very beautiful too and I was holding you in my arms and you looked at me and smiled and kissed me with your tight hug. You always gave such big tight hugs when you were little with those big brown eyes that always had a sparkle when you would show your love as a child. When Todd came along you were devastated thats my aunt, I still loved you just the same me and you were very close the first few yrs. I loved you as my own. We were all fourtunate to be all together at disneyland with nonnie & papa, then the Dreamcruise in R.O. you, nicole, keith, todd, andrea, & me, getting a hotel for the night going out to eat at the restruant inside the people thought we were quite a pack laughing so hard none of us could stop finally everyone joined in laughing with us cause we looked like goofballs laughing so hard till we cried I was so embarrassed! You and Keith said who cares as we were still laughing. We were just so happy to be to together enjoying eachothers love and sillyness as we were that day and wrestling around with each other in the hotel having fun. Alissa, as you know Uncle Tom, isn't good at saying good-bye! but as my brother I know He loved you with all of his heart as any Uncle could love as big as the ocean with open arms you know that he was always there for all of you (s). You will always be in a special part of his heart entwined with yours just as he will be in yours forever and ever with his beautiful memories that you and him shared together with Aunt Mary Lou too as well as the times with nonnie & papa in FL. Honey you were so very blessed and loved and I know that you know looking down now.
You know you were the apple of nonnie's eye you were the shining little star that made her happy
for as long as you were here. She'll will always be greatfull for your love you had brought her. I know I had that speacial love as well with my nonnie too don't ever let it go and of course I know that won't Those are truly one of the best blessings that god could ever give us. you will always be the little star in the sky that shines looking down on her & carter your mom. Sleep little darling! We all will remember you and keep you close deep deep in our hearts always.

                                               LOVE  YOU! HUGS & xoxoxoxoxox

You'll will always be in my heart just as I remembered you. Always remember me beautiful cousin as I will always remember you... Beautiful. When my mom prays for me she will always be thinking of you holding you close to her heart along with me...
                                      Remember me Always, Love Keith

I remember the times when i was little she would start saying "mom purissa davis stole my teeter totter, and she wont give it back" she always made me laugh so hard, when she would do that baby voice...And the good times in the neon with the system, and guess what she loved that car soo much but she gave it to me, because she knew how much i loved that car...It was her pride and joy, but she gave it to me, my sister at times was selfish and only thought of herself, but anytime it came to me, she always waited and put me first...My sister was a fighter and fought to the last end... She will truly be missed and loved very much....I know alissa your in a better place. since uve been such a good sister to me i promise you i wil be the greatest aunt to nadia and carter. i promise ill be there for them...I promise ill be strong for mom, even though i feel like not being strong... i love you alissa ann lopez....

I am writing this for my mother. My mother always loved Alissa, and loved her just as much as she would her children. She cherished the times that was spent with her... As I grew up in Florida, I loved hanging out with Alissa, and she enjoyed seeing the two of us together. I remember spending the couple days with Alissa when my mother was in the hospital. She wanted to be with me at that time, just so that she could keep my mind off the situation, to love me and to be there for me. When my mother passed away, Alissa was devistated. But was still there for me, she adored my mother just as my mother adored her. Its very painful to be here in Florida, even though I am here with my family just so that I can be here to help keep them strong. I do know one thing, that Alissa as the beautiful, sweet, charming, loving cousin that I will always remember is in a much better place. In heaven, with someone who i know an adore just as much as her. My mother. I know Claudia will keep her safe, and love her and hold her close. Untill the very sweet day that God opens the heavens doors for me, and my family members. I will always remember her and love her until the very day that I can hug her and kiss her beautiful face once again. I love you Alissa, and miss you very much.... And will never forget you or the special times that we shared, you will always be in my heart for ever and always. I LOVE YOU COUSIN ALISSA, watch over me, and keep me safe, cause now you as well will also be an guardian angel of mine.

Remembering the wonderful days and nights and all the fun your Nonnie and Papa had watching you grow up into a beautiful young lady. I followed you around from place to place, and door to door to make sure you were always safe. One night I didn't call you, and you slipped away from us. You will always be in our hearts. I'm still looking for you, but now its up in the clouds. You left me a beautiful little boy to take your place. Thank you! I will never let him forget you, and I will kiss him every night for you. Rest my baby girl, no more sleepless or painful nights and no more tears. We will never forget you. Prayers and love go with you Alissa.

Love Always,
Nonnie & Papa

Sweet Alissa, i wish i could have said good bye to you with a big huge hug and a kiss. It's hard for me to believe that i won't have that chance to do that again soon. You have blessed me with so many beautiful memories including wild boy Carter and lovely newborn Nadia. In my dreams i will for-ever see you as my young and beautiful niece.

 

Love you for-ever,

Uncle Ted

I remember Alissa when me nicole dad and grandma lived at the Harcourt house and you were calling nicole and she wasnt home so i answered and you called me your sister even though we arent that made me feel really happy and still does. Everyone misses you.. me too.. even though i only met you like 3 times.. but we will meet again and it will be just as good as all the other times! Rest in peace Alissa..